Gah. I am happy for my friend that she's happy cause she has a boyfriend, and I can appriciate that she hasn't talked to him in a few days but she has been on the phone with him for the past HOUR. I don't wanna go downstairs because she paces as she talks on her cellphone, and I can't really start reading fanfiction cause I know as soon as I get into it she'll get off the phone. At least I'm at my house and not sitting around at her appartment. It's occasions like these that make me glad I'm single; and make me wish I remain that way. God do all people turn into idiots the moment they find that special someone? Do the people you once held dear get swept aside so easliy? It doesn't inspire me to go out and find someone that's for damn sure. Of course maybe seeming like an idiot to single people isn't so bad if you're happy. I'd just like to think that you could find that special someone, be happy and still retain most of your itellegence. Ha. Guess I'm idealistic that way.
Can't pull offf a decent piece of art to save my soul, which though I have all these great ideas and sketches. They just never turn out good when I sit down to draw them.